You know where the problem lies.
You know how to solve it.
You know it's gonna be hard.
And you know if u manage to do it, you'll be accepted by everyone.
All the problems will disappeared.
ALL OF THEM.
But you choose not to see it.
You choose not to care about it.
You ignore it.
Because you know better than anyone this is the life you wants to have.
What will happen in the future are yet to be known.
You believe that you rule your life and that you can make it to the ending point safely this way.
But you didn't notice.
You were the one playing games.
Gambling with life is you hobby.
You're immune to the pain and the lies.
Cause all you could see was what you wan to see.
No one can ever wake you up from you little bitter-sweet nightmare.
But what's the point of all the struggling?
The complaining?
The damage taken and the damage given?
Is it all worth it?
A little problem drives a 6yrs friendship away within 4 to 5months.
A tiny situation can be involved into a frightening fight.
A word trust will never be in your dictionary for long.
A simple step backwards are never given.
You choose the way, you plan the game, you save the day in your ways.
But u never fails to neglects how we felt.
You know it very well.
You know what you CAN do to make a difference.
You know what you CAN do to make things work.
You know what you CAN do to make your OWN life a better place to be.
Stop doing all those SILLY things and having to regret it again later on in life.
Life is too short for you to keep REGRETTING.
You can never have ALL the chances YOU WANT.
"Sorry" can't be your RESTART button ALL THE TIME.
It's you life, your choice, you future.
Believe me,
We left because we care.
We loved you so much to give up on you just because we wants you to learn the pain.
At the same time, we're praying so hard to god that you would learn to love.
And that you would come to take us home someday.
We cared more than anything else in the world.
You just don't seem to see how we felt.
It might feels like we're all saying it's ur fault, you have to change!
YES! It's true.
BUT, we have our own fault too.
i know we're wrong in some ways or another.
But look at me.
Can you see it?
How much we meant when we said sorry?
The tears in our eye, our knees on the floor?
How much we tried to give you?
Love is a never ending list of forgiveness and acceptance.
We did our best but we've yet to seen yours.
I know there's times where all faults lies on the girls.
But that's life.
You can choose to pick it up and set it nicely in the drawers.
Or throw it all around for the rest of your life.